I had a dream

No really I did! Yesterday was a tough day. Not sure why, I've dealt with stuff much harder than what yesterday brought me but this was a defeating day. Is anyone really on my side? Do I have any teammates? I wasn't sure the answer and still am not sure but I had a dream that really helped me know I am exactly where I needed to be...exactly where I WANT to be.

I went back to college after serving some time in this church. I was glad to be going back to see my friends and I really loved college but my heart was with my teens and with the ministry at my church. Once I got to college I was so miserable, I felt torn in two and the part of me that I liked better was still a youth pastor reaching teens with the truth of Jesus. I tried for hours to get back to ministry but never could. I was stuck doing something I thought I would love and the something that often causes me pain I wanted to get back to.

I woke up so happy that is was really a dream and that I was exactly where I needed and WANTED to be!